october 28 2009

Gosh,
i never thought i would be in this position, where so many people are mad at me,

You know? i do nothing but be nice to joe, and i get shit in return.
Well, he isint really anyone either so what do i care,
But this is such a weird feeling,
I think what i need more then ever is to just be with friends.
Just be around people who love me.

I have taken a vow of peace, starting now, im going to try to be as, well peacful as i can.


im eating this smoothie, part of my diet,

UGHH! i did so good on my diet untill i fell into temptation, i just cant resist the fridge.
Its so hard, people dont understand, that its an addiction,
I used to be skinny,
before things began to change,
Before my dad and my grandpa died, i was in really good shape.
then i just found comfort in food.
and it hit me fast to, litterally an hour after my grandpa died, i got the biggest bowl of lipton noodle soup and just downed it with my cousin justine.
My mom doesnt believe me, i mean theres got to be someone who beilives me.

What i need is encouragement and a plan,
i think i will take some time tonight to make that plan,
i just need the power of my friends encouragement,
the last thing i need right now is people getting at me,
:\

As you can see i exspress my real feelings hear, i think this has sort of helped me, you know feel better about myself,
idk,

I still live my life like its golden, not matter what comes my way,

im begging a journey i dont know what it will lead to but im ready to take on anything that stands in my way.

BTW, im going after school to apply to become a school reporter.

Danny,:)

October 27 2009

So im feeling kind of suckish.

People dont like me, like wtf, right?

But i feel like my whole changing thing has NOT gone into full effect yet.
I think that i need to push this to overdrive.
Nothing can stop me now.
But, even though nothing can stop me, i need your help, to help me resist temptation.
:)

listin to bad romance
ladygaga.
duhh.

haha:)

i keep forgetting to write in my journal, wierdd.:)

to all my readers (alexis and hope)
much love,
Danny.:)

october 24 2009

i fell asleep before i could wirte a blog yesterday, so i am doing it now, had a good day, me and my mom went to go see paranormal activity,

it was like so scary, like no joke.

we got some jack in the box, and then went home.



there are so many prostitutes around here.;)

Danny:)

october 23 2009

that person is texting me again but hes trying to make small talk,
Wtf.
haha:)


i dunno about today,
weird.
almost attaked a kid on the bus.

but im really trying to keep my cool with him.

ughh,
i feel sick. like horribly sick,

i love taking naps but i hate waking up.
not like emo or anything, but i wake up in cold sweats and like, i always have a headache and i feel week all over,

okay, bye!

danny:)

October 22 2009

This random queer texted me today, and it was quite hilarous.
Like he kept calling me gay, telling me to get raped,
and so i replied by telling him that that was on of my biggest fantasies,;)

That really got him to shut his mouth:D

Ughh.... im so done with shit talkers.
Like people who go up to my BEST FRIENDS and try to get them to like not be friends with them, thats just iggnorant.
The people you talk to would never LEAVE me, unlike your friends,
(Other then alisha. omg im so upset with her i cant even find the words to express it.)
But anyway, i dont really associate with people who will up and ditch me the second they here the lies spew from your mouth , douche bag.

The next time i here about you talking shit, all fucking hell will break loose.

I FUCKING PROMISE YOU.

:)

but besides that its been an "okay" day.
I dont feel good, but i had a good day at school.:)

been so drowsy lately,
feel good about how i am doing on my diet.:)

Danny:)

October 21 2009

Woke up this morning, so tired. I didnt get dressed to my usual standard. I usually make self look fly, fresh, and flashy ;)
but i just wasnt up for it.

I was supposed to go to Hopeekins house today, butt,
that would mean i have to walk all the way home.

and that just didnt sit well with me.

So i came home and took a five hour nap.

Mom got her new computer today,
Its the same one we get at school, but here just isint as cool as mine.
But i customized it all up for her.

We also got transformers:revenge of the fallen,

Im not really tired, so i think im going to focus on my studies.

Goodnight journal/world

Danny.:)

october 20 2009

not alot happened today....

half day tomarow,

no need to do home work,

love you

danny.:)

October 19 2009

I stayed home from school today, well not on purpose but my alarm went off and instead of pressing snooze I pressed "Dismiss". Its sounds bad because I was complaining yesterday how I was not looking forward to school today. But thats what happened.

Mom isint feeling well so she is napping in her room while i currently write my blog and watch "unfabulous".

I dont think staying home on a monday is like ever really fun.

Maybe on thursdays, or paydays when i get to run errins with my mom.

I feel sick.
Soup + Fruity Pebbles + A Glass Of Milk = :(

Continued at 4:08pm:
Making Green beans and bacon, Chicken, and mashed patatoes for dinner.

Like i think that everything is going to begin today, i dont know why but i have this weird feeling, youll see.:)

Justin likes someone, and i DESPERATELY need to know who it is.
My whole life deppends on it,

Danny:)

October 18 2009

So, today along with posting a new blog on myspace, I created a seprate blog. This blog is espacially special because it allows the world to read everything I do and think.

Like, Today I cleaned the house, finished my plato, and had Alexis, Alisha, and Justin over.
It was a blast. More towards the end of the night though. Lets just say there were definately hormones RAGING in that bedroom of mine.
But my mom being the Debby Downer she is, complained about how loud we were immediatley after they left.

Danny.:)