Gosh,
i never thought i would be in this position, where so many people are mad at me,
You know? i do nothing but be nice to joe, and i get shit in return.
Well, he isint really anyone either so what do i care,
But this is such a weird feeling,
I think what i need more then ever is to just be with friends.
Just be around people who love me.
I have taken a vow of peace, starting now, im going to try to be as, well peacful as i can.
im eating this smoothie, part of my diet,
UGHH! i did so good on my diet untill i fell into temptation, i just cant resist the fridge.
Its so hard, people dont understand, that its an addiction,
I used to be skinny,
before things began to change,
Before my dad and my grandpa died, i was in really good shape.
then i just found comfort in food.
and it hit me fast to, litterally an hour after my grandpa died, i got the biggest bowl of lipton noodle soup and just downed it with my cousin justine.
My mom doesnt believe me, i mean theres got to be someone who beilives me.
What i need is encouragement and a plan,
i think i will take some time tonight to make that plan,
i just need the power of my friends encouragement,
the last thing i need right now is people getting at me,
:\
As you can see i exspress my real feelings hear, i think this has sort of helped me, you know feel better about myself,
idk,
I still live my life like its golden, not matter what comes my way,
im begging a journey i dont know what it will lead to but im ready to take on anything that stands in my way.
BTW, im going after school to apply to become a school reporter.
Danny,:)
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment